birthday boy

My friend the student's birthday was yesterday.

I have barely heard from him for a couple weeks with midterms taking up every waking hour of his time. I havent seen him since our date last month.

He told me it would be like this, but even still, I feel a little dumb for getting emotionally invested in him when he doesn't have time for me.

I love him. I care about him. I want to be with him. taking things slow like this is probably for the best. Im just lonely and crave a loving romance so much.

Im going over to his house today for a little birthday get together. I got him a birthday present. He specifically requested brownies instead of a cake so I made some for him last night.

Ive been either locked in the chastity cage or out of it and practicing abstinence from masturbating for pretty much the entire month and im so fucking horny I want him to suck my dick when I see him today. Maybe ill get lucky.

Not expecting it and if it doesn't happen ill be okay with it. I just want to be around him for his birthday. If he wants birthday sex im happy to give it to him